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Melaka, 2012.

2012-02-18T18:00:00.001+08:00

Pantai Klebang, Melaka. I want to be here again. Someday, with you.

Ketentuan Sang Pencipta.

2012-02-18T16:28:00.000+08:00

"Bukan time dia lagi ni."

"Habis tu bila?"

"Tunggu la. Kalau tuhan nak bagi, dia bagi dah. Cuma bukan masa dia lagi."

InsyaAllah

2012-02-17T20:23:00.002+08:00

Forever mine. Jangan Curi.

2012-02-14T01:35:00.001+08:00

Atas : Cover ada, CD hilang.

Bawah : Cover ada. CD masih ada.

2008-2012

Whatever we had and we lost it, can we have it back?

It's a sunny day!

2012-02-08T01:25:00.003+08:00

Lately, i've been keeping myself busy and drink more coffee.

When I miss you,

2012-02-03T18:59:00.000+08:00

The book is better than the film.

I finally got mine.

“When I didn’t see you, I thought about you every day, I mean every day, in some way or another.”

Stupid high hope sometimes it kills.

2012-01-24T03:45:00.000+08:00

I thought we could go far.
but you've got your way
and I am still there.
Climbing back to you.

Suddenly you are here.

2012-01-17T21:00:00.001+08:00

I try so hard to push back.
But I cant.

Almost two years.

2012-01-01T06:37:00.000+08:00

I just want to let you know, I love you.
You know I will never let you go.
Even a thousand fight still I love you so.
I just love you even more.
I miss you, IA.

This is home.

2011-11-11T14:45:00.001+08:00

I'm going back to Shah Alam tomorrow and I am not ready to start my hectic life. This is not fair.

It's beyond me.

2011-11-09T14:21:00.001+08:00

I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world alone. Thanks for helping.

Best Male

2011-11-08T15:22:00.002+08:00

I am sorry if I always let you down.
Sorry if I cannot let go of something that I called friends
but beyond everything and everyone in this world I want nothing but you.
We didnt know what life could bring
but one thing for sure
I want to get through it with you.

Hello Shah Alam, goodbye Alor Setar.

2011-09-08T14:01:00.000+08:00

Looking forward to the start of a new semester with my first full day of classes starting this Monday, 12 September 2011. It will be my fifth semester. There's something about a brand new start that always inspires me to write what my journey is going to be. I hope everything is going to be okay. I dont know how much I will be able to focus on my subjects and projects.I've been wanting to change my life so much this semester. I wish I could achieve that.

Regret.

2011-08-25T16:36:00.002+08:00

I know you may be laughing.
and we we both know it is too late.
I dont hope for you to comeback
but to stay here is enough
to make me strong again.

Parachutes

2011-08-24T14:15:00.000+08:00

In a haze, a stormy haze.
I'll be around, I'll be loving you, always.
Always.

Here I am and I'll take my time
Here I am and I’ll wait in line, always.
Always.

Kawan Yang Kita Sayang

2011-08-01T00:05:00.001+08:00

I had a wonderful and amazing day with them. Thank you!

I wanna be here.

2011-07-29T14:22:00.003+08:00

"Shakespeare and Company is an independent bookstore located in the 5th arrondissement, in Paris's Left Bank. Originally established in 1919 by Sylvia Beach, in the 1920s the store was a gathering place for writers such as Ezra Pound, Ernest Hemingway, William S. Burroughs, James Joyce and Ford Madox Ford. Shakespeare and Company serves as both a bookstore and a reading library, specializing in English-language literature. The current store is named after and in honor of the earlier store which closed during World War II."

Source:Wikipedia

Good book.

2011-07-29T14:00:00.001+08:00

Read this book and feel the love and the lost. Every moment in this book sleek to my mind without knowing why but I can feel it through my bones. A must-read book and go get it now.

Read This For High Reward.

2011-07-24T16:27:00.001+08:00

Earn reward with the Ramadhan!

No eating or whilst fasting.
Lower your graze.
No arguing or fighting and avoid sins.
No swearing, lying and backbiting.
No smoking, try quitting for good.
Dont waste time on useless activities.

Pray all your daily solah's on time!
Study and learn Islamic knowledge.
Recite and learn the Holy Quran.
Do lots of Zikir.
Makes lots of Doa.
Give in charity and help the poor.

Ramadhan, I really cant wait till it comes :) Fasting time!

Never Let Me Go(2010)

2011-07-24T01:38:00.005+08:00

The story begins with Kathy H, a student in Hailsham boarding school, she tell the details about her friendships with a girl named Ruth and Tommy. Hailsham is not like other boarding school. The students never leave the school or speak of having families. They have to wear something on their hand. It's like a punch card or something. They have to tag it whenever they leave their room. I still don't get it what is wrong with the school until one day, a teacher reveal that they are clones who have been created in order to provide donor organs. Once they have grown up, they will begin to donate their vital organs, and consequently all of them die young. Kathy H likes Tommy but Ruth and Tommy form a relationship when they are 16. All of them leave Hailsham and live with older students in some place called Cottages. It is like Hailsham but they have to be more independence and they are free to travel outside the world. Kathy H then leave the house and work as a carer(someone who gives support to donors as they give up their organs) and they never seen other. And for the rest of the story please watch this fantastic and incredibly insane movie. This movie is heartbreaking and morbid. I recommended this to you!

Just Another Love Experience.

2011-07-21T01:18:00.001+08:00

"The person you love the most could also be the one who hurts you the worst."

I hate break ups. I've been through this for a few times and it is terrible. Dear girls, when a guy want to move on from you, let him go and please don't go for friends option. He's not into you anymore so why bother? Don't let him stay even as a friend. Beware if you choose to be friends with your ex-fucking-boyfriend, he will try to comfort you in every way that he could. "Move on, go out and meet new people, someday you'll find somebody better than me" and etc. is the common words that I usually heard. Dont hoping for something that isn't going to happen. If he is chasing another woman, everything he tell you just A LIE. Don't fall for this type of guy again. If you dare, punch him!

It takes forever to forget all those silly moments but hey, it's life. Take that as a challenge. God always be with you. Ask HIM for another one ;)

It is not a love story, it is a story about love

2011-07-18T11:46:00.007+08:00

When you love someone, love them endlessly. Love always a battlefield. But how long should we continue to fight is a question we must ask our self. Fight for your love is ironic. I do get jealous, I do get annoy and it's a part of my love. Sometimes love is miserable but most of the time love makes me feel comfortable. Being love by someone you loved the most is like the world is yours and you completely a fairy tale princess in her own kingdom. I love magical things and I hope my love is like a fairy tale, happily ever after.

I twist it. I'm sorry.

2011-07-17T01:40:00.005+08:00

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

Well, today is a happy day.

2011-07-14T00:30:00.007+08:00

Tidy up my room and I found ten ringgit! haaa dah 3 tahun tak pakai baju tu. Tau2 ada sepuluh ringgit. Memang rezeki. Well tomorrow is going to be my amazing day. Going to meet zorro and watch harry pottaaahhhhh with her! yay!

p/s : imys.

I wanna marry you.

2011-07-13T00:41:00.004+08:00

I want to share my bed with you and wake up next to you.

Smell your scent and cuddle you until I fall asleep again.

Secret Story Part 4

2011-07-12T23:00:00.004+08:00

Don't make it hard

when we can make it easy.

If we want,

we can be forever.

but our choice may hurt others.

I don't want to be selfish

and you know I always

ask when I felt it's wrong.

Your answer always, it's okay.

And that gives me hope

to still holding on today.

Secret Story Part 3

2011-07-12T02:58:00.002+08:00

Tied together again.

I hope it is forever.

The more I fall,

the more I need you.

I need to know your feelings.

Let me heal all your bruises.

You know, you are happy with me once.

Crush crush crush

2011-07-12T00:34:00.022+08:00

Ben Whishaw. His character in Perfume: Story of a murderer really got me into him. While Bright Star makes me want to be in the film with him. Not-talking-to-much type and yes he's the perfect one.

Adam Brody. I like him since The OC aired in Malaysia. Dont smile please. *fainted.

Colin Morgan. I cant wait for Merlin series 4. I've watched all the episodes since 2009 and he's got my attention more than Arthur did :) His smile, look and yes, he's naive. Parked and Island a-must-see movie too.

Andrew Garfield. Boy A makes me fall with him. I've seen him in Never Let Me Go and looking forward to see him in The Amazing Spiderman.

Secret Story Part 2

2011-07-11T22:30:00.004+08:00

You make me want to catch you.

You make me want to love you.

You make me want to write a word or two.

You make me believe the unwritten future.

Things always hooked me up with you.

I cant tell that I need you but

one thing for sure,

everything I see now is you.

Secret Story Part 1

2011-07-11T16:07:00.005+08:00

Abruptly my mind tell me to hello you.

I know, saying sorry can't change things.

but to always have connection with you,

is the only thing I can do.

I know you are always there.

It all ends.

2011-07-11T01:41:00.005+08:00

seriously i cant wait. anyone?

Pangkor Island Trip.

2011-07-04T13:40:00.005+08:00

Yesterday

2011-07-03T17:25:00.004+08:00

I was at your place, yesterday.

I felt something crawling up my head.

I feel warm in my eyes.

I know, I miss you.

I remember this road, clearly.

Because you always mention it

in our conversation.

Along the road,

I see everything through the glass.

The rain drop tease me,

and my eyes blink.

The tears warm my skin

and I can tell how much it's hurt.

How I miss you, only my heart can tell.

The distance between us make me weak inside.

Nobody will understand what I need.

and I know, you've find yours.

I wish that I can seek mine.

My own room.

2011-06-30T13:37:00.009+08:00

I want a loft room for myself. Mom said im gonna get it next year. If it's worth waiting for my own loft room, I'll wait. I want it to be simple;

seriously, I cant wait.

Power in you.

2011-06-29T02:28:00.003+08:00

You have the power to make me believe in

something that isn't mine.

I fall deep and I cant go back.

Still I don't know how to find my way.

Listen

2011-06-22T00:10:00.005+08:00

I never want to see you unhappy

and I thought you'd want the same for me.

Flood of memories.

2011-06-16T19:47:00.004+08:00

You and me can be just friends,

but at one point or another,

we will fall for each other.

Maybe temporarily,

maybe at the wrong time,

maybe too late

or maybe forever.

I wish we could happen.

I miss you my girl

2011-06-13T21:33:00.008+08:00

nanti dah sampai, please give me a call! lama tak dengaq suara hang. imy.

Forgetting

2011-06-13T16:16:00.005+08:00

"It may seem as the hardest thing to do, but you have to forget the guy who forgot about you." -The Notebook.

Blue bird.

2011-06-13T15:51:00.010+08:00

Dont kill the blue bird.

I need the blue bird.

It's the only connection

between us.

Dont kill it.

Go away ghost

2011-06-10T00:09:00.004+08:00

when I say there is no good in goodbye,

I really mean it.

because goodbye hurting me.

but, the most pain that I cannot stand is,

the flashbacks that follow.

Awake and away

2011-06-08T15:58:00.003+08:00

"By listening, you comfort another person"

yes, only when you need me.

and i'll always be.

I hope it is temporary.

2011-06-06T13:47:00.006+08:00

Let me tell you this my favourite someone.

It's hard to just watch things happen so fast.

To watch them just past by in the moment

and the fact that I have to leave forever.

It's really hard to let go and move on.

It's hard to be strong again.

It's all very hard,

especially when you are alone in the process.
It's hard and it's hurt.

This is twice, and it's okay.

2011-06-04T12:28:00.003+08:00

You've done nothing

but push me out of your life.

Just thought you should know.

2011-06-03T13:51:00.004+08:00

Do you still remember?

I used to be someone you wanted to talk.

I miss that.

One more moment.

2011-06-02T12:46:00.003+08:00

You came at just the right time.

And you left everything hanging.

This time.

2011-06-02T12:37:00.003+08:00

I dont know,

it's not like you care.

yeah. you dont.

You know, it's always you.

2011-05-21T21:50:00.001+08:00

I kind of miss you.

I miss talking to you everyday

like all everyday.

spilling our emotions talking about our problems,

everything.

I just miss when we used to talk,

now it's like we dont know each other anymore

and it kind of hurts

eventhough we are not anything.

You, yes you.

2011-05-08T22:50:00.003+08:00

"You did it again.
You did hurt my heart.
I dont know how many times.
I dont know what to say.
You have made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down.
You turn my whole life so blue
drowning me so deep,
I just can reach myself again.
You successfully tore my heart.
Now it’s only pieces,
nothing left but pieces of you."

it's not your fault. it's me who did this.

Mama.

2011-05-08T22:46:00.003+08:00

Happy mother's day mama. Nanti kakak balik rumah okay? Lama kakak tak balik.

I miss you, abah, adik and baby. Rindu nak makan apa yang mama masak. Bangun pagi, macam macam dah ada mama masak untuk kami :( i miss that. Tunggu kakak balik okay? Thank you mama for everything. I love you ma.

It just happen, and I miss you.

2011-05-05T10:33:00.004+08:00

"and every night I thought of you. now that I can no longer see you, I realize how much I need you. university is incredibly boring and you always know that when I tell you about it. everything seems pointless since you left. I'd like to have a nice , long talk with you. if possible, I'd like to visit your place and see you for several hours. and if possible, I'd like to go out walking with you side by side the way we used to."

goodbye for good? but not for me.

Sorry, PMS lead me to say this.

2011-05-02T14:29:00.006+08:00

When it comes to love, Ipoh always failed me.
I guess this is the fourth time.
I never hope for something to work out as I really wish.
I just want to be happy at the moment
and I want to keep it before I have to forget it forever.
I am sorry. I didnt mean to make you feel guilty.
as I said before, you are the only risk that I always take.
but it's not your fault anyway.
A little lit of hope I had for you years ago,
still there, and it will be there forever.

I know you need her.

2011-04-30T16:24:00.003+08:00

I know you need her.
I know you miss her.
I hope you do realize
the fact that I am here,
is to make sure
you are alright.
I want to make you happy
even I have to make a fool of myself.
I am sorry for being annoying.
I just want to be happy at this moment.
You are not my option,
I treat you like you are the one.
Sitting next to you last night,
makes me forget my pain.
Thank you.

you will find love one day, I promise.

Dahaga kasih sayang.

2011-04-22T15:45:00.005+08:00

I need you to fill the hole in my heart.

And you always know the hole is empty

since you left.

Aching for a long time,

now it's the time for me to chase the line.

The line that lead me back to you.

keychain abu bagi jadi mangsa jugak.

Vanish me from your life.

2011-04-22T15:31:00.004+08:00

Vanish me, I will not bothering you again.

I care too much and you end it up leaving.

It's hurting me but still i love you.

ikan koi fakulti gigi jadi mangsa. sekian.

I want to win your heart

2011-04-21T00:26:00.004+08:00

Every bits of my energy I want to waste it for you.

Every single memory of my brain I want to load it with you.

Every blink of my eyes I just want to remember you.

And every time I try not to think about you,

it really kills me.

Before I crumble.

2011-04-17T01:12:00.006+08:00

Before I crumble,

let my lips touch your forehead.

And look deep into your eyes.

Before I crumble,

let me hold you.

Because I dont have a chance before.

Before I crumble,

let me stay near you.

Just to make sure you are happy.

Before I crumble,

let me say this to you.

I love you in the biggest way.

During my hyper day with my girls.

2011-04-16T23:32:00.011+08:00

atas : yoko ono, mus may.

tengah : zahiril adzim.

bawah : orang sah gila.

Because I care.

2011-04-16T14:53:00.005+08:00

Why am I so afraid to lose you when you are not even mine?
because I care

Final Chapter.

2011-04-11T09:59:00.002+08:00

I don't care who's right or wrong
The only truth you let me down
Fell so far on your behalf
Always good intentions
But everything was for you
No longer will I act the fool
So many people I let down
So many lessons I have learned
So it began and now it ends
The final chapter you just read
I'm taking it back pick myself up
And start all over again

-Miles Away

Waiting for nothing.

2011-04-10T03:13:00.003+08:00

I don't know how to explain this.

Stuck in the middle of wanting you still,

It makes my heart weak.

Missing you is the hardest part.

I don't want to let you go again.

I've been waiting for years,

for you to notice me.

Now the one you once loved is leaving.

2011-04-10T03:07:00.001+08:00

Tell me how I finally figured it out,
That now you're caught in the things
You said you'd never do.
And now its starting to show
Like her skin fell out out of her clothes,
She's got a list of moves to make.

Stay for me,
Because it was the first.
Yeah it was the...
Stay on me.

Take your time lighting the room.
When all is said and done
I bet you're covering.
Is it a wonder you're lonely,
Taking chances to feel again.
I bet you never knew,
I bet you never.

Suddenly, a cloud must have cut a hole in my head,
When i was tangled all in your words.
How quick to forget,
We are,
With eyes unimpressed
You're sealing the conversations.
And are you wondering how things could be?
Just staring at the surface,
When all the walls have tendencies.
But it's not your fault when no one taught you how.

And now the one you once loved is leaving.

You're so sure that I'd be just fine here.
But you were surely just taking your own time dear.

Chasing Him.

2011-04-02T17:20:00.004+08:00

You don't talk too much.

You was always like that around me.

You could be really moody.

One minute you'd be chattering away,

and the next thing you'd be depressed.

Sometimes, you ignore me until I can feel the distance again.

But i will never stop chasing you.

There was so much about him that was fine and beautiful.

Creating My Own World.

2011-03-31T10:12:00.006+08:00

I always look for you in everyone.
and I realize,
everything around me
make me miss you.

Where are you now darling?

Another week without you.

2011-03-30T08:40:00.005+08:00

Could you comeback?
I know there is something
that always hook us together.
I know that you always
give up on me.
I know that you
always comeback.

I will always want you.

Love Affairs Among Us.

2011-03-28T12:06:00.010+08:00

I think deeply,
to believe that you are still mine.
I ask you not to give up on me.
Stay and let my love breed only for you.
I will pick up the pieces.
and put them back together.
I promise.

Shiver, remind me of you darling.

2011-03-18T14:19:00.003+08:00

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention
And you know how much I need you
But you never even see me

imy, please come here.

Experiment The Talent

2011-03-18T14:03:00.006+08:00

Thank you for believe in me to do your job. Thanks for the pay and the films too. Next time, if you need my help, please please let me know! I really loveee to help you again.

Kalut Sangat.

2011-03-17T16:56:00.004+08:00

Mana lah tau kan.

Kita ni menunggu.

Seminggu dah tunggu ni.

Tapi tapi tapi tak juga muncul.

Bukan kita cari nak bertumbuk.

Bukan untuk bertengkar.

Cuma nak mengisi kekosongan kan.

Cuaca tak menentu.

Perasaan tak menentu.

Hati lagi la tak menentu.

Rasa nak ditebus.

Tapi sudah terlambat.

Nak ikut hati memang boleh.

Tapi nanti mati hati pulak.

Eh, aku yang kalut?

Bukan kot.

Sebab dah lambat sangat.

Tertanya tanya la.

Aku yang salah?

Aku yang kalot?

Tak lah.

Aku cuma rindu.

The Last 5 Years.

2011-03-16T10:18:00.005+08:00

I really want to grab you,
hold you close and tell it will be okay.
I am glad to have you here, again.
I know it is the wrong kind of attention.
We may hurt each other.
We may hurt the one that we love.
But it is the risk that we always take.

Sesak.

2011-03-08T00:44:00.001+08:00

Sesak fikiran.
Sesak diri.
Sesak nafas.
Sesak poket.
Sesak segalanya.

Waiting for tomorrow.

2011-02-28T11:06:00.005+08:00

people change, feelings change, I change.
it doesnt mean that the love once shared wasnt true and real.
it simply just means that when people grow up,
they grow apart.

just like us, pretty flower.

Birthday.

2011-02-20T03:31:00.006+08:00

Thank you azim.

Thank you itik.

Thank you my dear aznorieza and syazana.

Years Ago, Flower.

2011-02-17T15:25:00.007+08:00

I never felt true love until I was with you,
and I never felt true sadness until i left you

You Are My Love Song

2011-02-17T13:20:00.003+08:00

Ooh, your love is a symphony
All around me, running to me
Ooh, your love is a melody
Underneath me, and into me

Oh, your love is a song

He skip my heart a beat.

2011-02-15T13:51:00.006+08:00

I fell in love with you when the flower bloom,
and I lost you when the rain fall.
I left you.
I broke your heart, twice.
The hardest part is, I did leave you on purpose.

"We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.”-Eleanor Roosevelt.

A Night To Remember.

2011-02-13T04:08:00.004+08:00

I need more sugar.
I need more you.

Help me.

2011-02-08T01:52:00.002+08:00

i never think of you.
before i go to sleep.
but you always haunt me,
in my unfinished dream.
in my dream,
i can feel the untouched.
in my dream,
i can hear the silence.
in my dream,
i can see the unforeseen.
and the next morning,
all i smell is you.

I dont chase you.

2011-01-29T00:57:00.005+08:00

I will and I never.
When you love me,
yes, you are mine.
When you left me,
I know that you are forever gone.
I am running away.
but with you here,
you know it's hard to do so.
You know that the fact I was there.
you never let me exist in your world.
You are trying to left everything behind.
but to forget you I will never do.

*No title

2011-01-25T15:24:00.001+08:00

drained and unexplained,
you left me hanging to dry.
we used to have everything
but you choose to live it behind

when did this happen?
when was you ruined?
when was you destined to the worst,
alone and striving for forgiveness?

you are not lonely
but you are truly alone
for what you've did
you've ruined yourself for nothing

you are not lonely
but you are truly alone
you fell like an evil twin
you run and never comeback

requested by amir muzahid

Sweet, not sweat.

2011-01-07T08:34:00.003+08:00

Lagi hang dok buat macam tu, lagi aku suka. Aku tau hang tak suka aku sebab hang ingat hang tu baguih dari aku. Hang tak tau benda betoi. Satgi aku bagi tau, bukan takat hang dengan dia bergaduh, bumi pun boleh kecut tau. Tapi takpa, aku suka tengok dari jauh.

For You And I Are Past Our Dancing Days

2010-12-07T13:38:00.003+08:00

I found that place where we always went before

Nothing has changed there at all.

A lot of time we spent here.

It's never coming back

And this small thing I want here

Your voice and your smiling.

Half-empty

2010-12-07T13:13:00.003+08:00

In the middle of the night

I found myself alone and empty.

I sank down into my bed and I wrote your name on the wall.

You tease me with your smile when I try to sleep.

It's linger to my brain and I fall asleep.

I wake up the next morning,

realize that you leave me here to drain.

Thank you, Mr inspiration.

2010-11-27T00:48:00.003+08:00

There are songs that make us want to dance,
songs that make us want to sing along,
but the best songs are the one
that bring you back to the moment you first heard them
and once again break your heart.

Cozy

2010-11-27T00:43:00.003+08:00

Silent and cold.
I put my arms round him.
He was shivering inside his sweater.
He felt so small.
He made me feel big and powerful.
I knew I had to protect him.
I had to save him from the hateful monster
I had to hide him

"Life as we know it" bring this back.

2010-11-19T09:56:00.002+08:00

Yes I understand that every life must end, aw huh,..
As we sit alone, I know someday we must go, aw huh,..
I’m a lucky man to count on both hands
The ones I love,..

Some folks just have one,
Others they got none, aw huh,..

Stay with me,..
Let’s just breathe.

Practiced are my sins,
Never gonna let me win, aw huh,..
Under everything, just another human being, aw huh,..
Yeh, I don’t wanna hurt, there’s so much in this world
To make me bleed.

Stay with me,..
You’re all I see.

Did I say that I need you?
Did I say that I want you?
Oh, if I didn’t now I’m a fool you see,..
No one knows this more than me.
As I come clean.

I wonder everyday
as I look upon your face, aw huh,..
Everything you gave
And nothing you would take, aw huh,..
Nothing you would take,..
Everything you gave.

Did I say that I need you?
Oh, Did I say that I want you?
Oh, if I didn’t now I’m a fool you see,..
No one know this more than me.
As I come clean.

Nothing you would take,..
everything you gave.
Hold me till I die,..
Meet you on the other side.

Thank you, song.

2010-11-15T23:51:00.003+08:00

i did it all for you.
i hope that you can see.
but you,
you think about yourself.
but what about me?
you hide behind those perfect smiles
it wont fool me because you already did.
thank you.

Close your eyes, shut the past.

2010-11-15T23:03:00.006+08:00

i was there once and i was very happy.
because you've tied your words to my heart.
but now.
i was all alone.
in my cheerless room.
thinking about the moment
that give me hope to stand today

I'll see you soon, Perak.

2010-11-10T12:48:00.003+08:00

I miss u enough, guys.

The good old days.

2010-11-10T03:36:00.005+08:00

Bila menyelak benda lama, banyak yang dapat di kenang.
Tak sangka dah tiga tahun terbang di bumi uitm ini.
Banyak gambar, video yang bila tengok boleh buat rasa
gembira, sedih, boleh gelak sampai guling-guling,
boleh kerut-kerut dahi kehairanan,
boleh ingat balik saat tu dan mula berkata,
"oh, time ni la bla bla bla"
"eh, bukan la, ni time bla bla bla"

hah, memang banyak.
entah kenapa malam ni bila balik tadi rasa macam nak tengok
balik semua tu. kalau boleh memang takmau patah balik.
cuma seronok bila dapat kenang balik,
moga semua segar dalam kotak ingatan ini.
rugi kalau lupa.

some old photos make me smile wider, thank you.

Tersedak.

2010-11-08T22:09:00.005+08:00

Yakin tidak akan tewas lagi.
Datang la kemari lagi.
Penyepak mungkin di pipi.
Terima kasih daun keladi
Tahun depan jumpak lagi.

Idea digging.

2010-11-08T19:54:00.004+08:00

Saya rindu blog ini.
Saya akan kembali beraksi untuk mencurah idea.
Terima kasih kerana setia.

YEAAAAYYYY DAH HABIS FINAL!

Hello Fiends, Stalker, Whatever.

2010-11-07T01:13:00.004+08:00

SAYA BENCI MATEMATIK. minta maaf menyusun sepuluh jari.
saya sangat lemah dalam matematik.
no guide, no marks.
I always need someone to force me, scold me to do maths.
kalau takdak orang buat macam tu,
kalau saya study sendiri memang saya blur di hari peperiksaan.

Ya, memang saya blur pada hari tersebut.
lepas jawab paper linear algebra, saya pandang Jeah, jeah cakap susah :/
Okay, Jeah yang bijak pun kata susah, apatah lagi saya ni.
Bila tanya rakan yang lagi bijak, mereka berkata susah nak dapat A. B- minus pun paling tinggi
Kalau mereka selalu dapat A, saya dapat C.
Apakah akan jadi nanti bila mereka mendapat B-, saya mendapat?

saya stress. saya rasa dihimpit.
saya hanya berserah.

Thank you very much.

2010-10-12T11:30:00.007+08:00

Thank you very much, kekasih.
Thanks sebab sangat faham saya.
I dont think i will ever find someone like him.
Hari2 mesti on the phone dengan kekasih.
Tanya dia, hari dia macam mana, hari saya macam mana.
I really love that way. Our way.
Kongsi dengan kekasih semua cerita. Every single thing.
Tapi semalam, i try to tell him.
Sometimes, i couldnt get out some of my memory before i met him.
Suprisingly, my kekasih said;

"Saya pun sama, kadang-kadang teringat. biasa la benda lama kan.
Saya okay ja. As long as we know who we are now.
Dont be childish, fikir macam orang yang 21 tahun."

Yes, I love you.

2010-10-09T11:29:00.003+08:00

"Love is never about finding the hand that perfectly fits yours.
It’s about finding the one person
who is willing to hold hands no matter how unfit it may be."

do you still wanna love me if i have no hands?

Rejected.

2010-10-07T19:27:00.004+08:00

KEJAM.KEJAM.KEJAM.KEJAM.KEJAM.KEJAM

kenapa nak kena reject time-time kritikal macam ni? Sedih, penat semua ada ni.
Ibarat sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga. Masa dah tak cukup nak buat semua perkara
Semua orang cakap relax, relax. Cakap memang senang, yang tanggung ni?
Kalau masalah satu takpa. Ni lepas satu, satu. Hujung-hujung ni la nak bagi semua masalah.
Haih. Penat. Hati menangis sapa yang tau? Okay, nak balik Kedah sekarang. Semak duduk sini.
Mama, ada kerja kosong dak kat kedah? Kakak dah tak larat.

Why now?

2010-10-07T01:55:00.003+08:00

Restless and exhausted.
Everything hit me at the wrong time.
I couldn't take it.
All the things that I have to go through is totally messed up.
Everybody ask me to be strong,
but they never know what I feel inside.
This is the hardest part and I cant do it alone.

I hate maths.
I hate finals.
So much to do.
So little time.

Masa adalah nyawa.

2010-10-06T17:06:00.005+08:00

Setiap detik masa adalah nyawa. Saya tidak sama sekali akan meninggalkan rumah tanpa jam di tangan kanan saya. Bila tak pakai jam, rasa sangat gelisah. Okay, sekarang nak jam baru! Sebab jam yang di pakai semakin uzur. Kesian dia. Hampir 2 tahun pakai. Tapi rupa macam dah 5 tahun pakai. Okay, nak jam yang ini! kepada yang berkenaan sila simpan duit, beli kan saya ini. Sesiapa rasa nak belikan, halo-halo saya :D

Pakai Buang.

2010-10-04T13:39:00.004+08:00

Oh takpa, dah biasa macam ni.
Memang ramai yang suka prinsip pakai buang ni.
Mungkin saya yang lurus.
Datang bila rasa perlu,
Pergi tanpa beritahu.

100 truths

2010-09-29T16:22:00.006+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: old town white coffee.
2. Last phone call:azim.
3. Last text message:jeah.
4. Last song you listened to: need you now - lady antebellum.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: nope.
7. Been cheated on: yes and i will never forget that
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yeah. i should never done that.
9. Lost someone special: yesss.
10. Been depressed: lately, yes.
11. Been drunk and threw up: never.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. black
13. purple
14. lime green

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: yes, plenty of them.
16. Fallen out of love: yeap.
17. Laughed until you cried: HAHAHAHA of course!
18. Met someone who changed you: yeap and i thanked him for that.
19. Found out who your true friends were: yeap! and i love them.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes, but it's okay.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: hahaha, no! i love hugging them :D
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: plenty of them too. Bestfriends, soulmate and friends.
23. How many kids do you want to have: a boy and a girl is enough.
24. Do you have any pets: no but i love cats :)
25. Do you want to change your name: never.
26. What did you do for your last birthday?: waiting for a call from special someone. and yes he did.
27. What time did you wake up today: HAHAHAHA. 10.30 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: movies! Charlie St Cloud.
29. Name something you cannot wait for: sem break!
30. Last time you saw your father: 3 weeks ago :(
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing much, but i have to change it and face the fact.
32. What are you listening to right now: just the way you are - bruno mars.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: who's tom?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: MAT 423.
35. Most visited webpage: tumblr of course.
36. What's your real name: noor intan asmira bt zailan
37. Nicknames: ladd, intan.
38. Relationship Status: in relationship with mohd innal azim :)
39. Zodiac sign: aquarius
40. Male or female : female
41. Elementary: tadika kemas kuah, langkawi.
42. Middle School?: sek keb sultanah asma
43. High school/college?: sek men keb sultanah asma, uitm perak, uitm shah alam.
44. Hair colour: black, err dark brown.
45. Long or short: longer than before.
46. Height: 157cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone: yes, my boyfriend. i missed him everyday.
48: What do you like about yourself?: i know how to comfort people and i have to lie to do that.
49. Piercings: yes.
50. Tattoos: none.
51. Righty or lefty: righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: when i was 5 years old.
53. First piercing: when i was 4 years old.
54. First best friend: err i dont remember which one is my bestie.
55. First sport you joined: tiup belon sampai pecah.
56. First vacation: haha, langkawi la.
58. First pair of trainers: kasut power! haha very power.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: no
60. Drinking: yes, still old town white coffee
61. I'm about to: write a poem, doing my flash project.
62. Listening: vierra-bersamamu :(
63. Waiting: pee pee

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yes!
65. Get Married?: of course.
66. Career?: plan changing and i dont want to decide it now.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs. i am a hugger.
69. Shorter or taller: taller.
70. Older or Younger: older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms, because i love to lay my head on everybody's arms.
73. Sensitive or loud: loud! but im quite sensitive inside.
74. Hook-up or relationship: hook-up and it turns to be in relationship :)
75. Trouble-maker or hesitant: someone thought that i am good in creating problem. you guys named it for me please.

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: no no! but it is okay if he is chuck bass T_T
77. Drank hard liquor: big no no!
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope.
79. Sex on first date : never!
80. Broken someone's heart: yes and i am so sorry.
82. Been arrested: no.
83. Turned someone down: yeah, sorry.
84. Cried when someone died: yes.
85. Fallen for a friend?: hahaha of course! my boyfriend is my friend :D

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes. but i have to believe what i am now.
87. Miracles: InsyaAllah.
88. Love at first sight: yeap and i know it is just like a dream.
89. Heaven: yes.
90. Santa Claus: no, i am muslim. I believe in Allah.
91. Kiss on the first date: ghik ghik ghik. flying kiss :D
92. Angels: Malaikat in Islam.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?: nope!
95. Did you sing today? yes, yes, yes!
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yes and i am so sorry :(
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: hmm, it's hard to tell. 2005.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: i dont remember the day, but the memory is there.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: no. i love to risk everything when it comes to love.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yeap yeap.